Uninspired.

I have found myself lately to be very uninspired.

It doesn't matter what I'm doing, where I'm going, or who I'm with, I just can't be creative.

Normally I can write anything; stories, songs... anything. But lately, my tap of inspiration seems dry.

I think I need to get out of this place. Go somewhere new and exciting.

I went to Ottawa recently for two days, and that was the happiest I have felt in a while. I wandered that downtown by myself and looked at everything I wanted. I didn't answer to anyone and I did whatever I wanted. I need to go to somewhere beautiful, somewhere so full of creativity you can feel it running through you.

I need a new energy, a new spirit. I feel like I lost my drive and my passion. Who knows, maybe I never had a passion and I've been making this up all along.

Who knows. I hate feeling like this. But it happens and I'll just deal.

Keep swimming,
Jill

PS: Sorry about my inconsistency. I have no excuse. I'm just... run dry... or something.